A Little Off-Subject

I've hit depression at it's worst.

Got an email today from my cell phone company. They're shutting me off in 10 days, because I'm 2 months behind on payments. I'm semi-caught-up on one of the credit cards I have, but one of them I'm 156 days behind. They said if I don't make some sort of payment soon, they may have to take legal action against me. OH. And I no longer have insurance on my car, because I can't make my payments.

Thing is, I probably won't be able to make any payments in the near future. I finished my degree in Public Relations in May, and I still haven't been able to get a job. Unemployed for 5 months now. And it's not for lack of trying, trust me. Sending out resumes, filling out applications, making phone calls, I've been doing it all. And no one's been biting.

I can't even get, like, a waitressing gig. Or a gas station/convenience store job. Or freaking Wal-Mart. The stress from this is making me physically and emotionally ill. Ironically, my skin is looking better again, like it did before I "fell off the wagon". Talk about not making sense.

Such is my life.

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